The inside that is out...
I have always believed that what is yours will always be yours. And on the flipside, no matter how hard you try to grasp at it, what isn't meant to be...just isn't. However, I have also come to realize life's sweet surprises only come to those who aren't waiting for them to happen. Now these two new mottos in my life are at battle.I see it happening when I stand very still. I can hear them arguing to the point that these "voices" in my head have become people I spend my days with. They even have names: Veggies and Chocolate. I admit, I have been experimenting with the idea of relationships. Even to the point that I signed up for some damn speed dating thing. I'm not sure where that impulse came from, I just knew that it was time to just jump on that horse and hold on for dear life. If I didn't have an uncontrollable fear of drowning, I would jump into a pool and pray to the heavens I float.
Sigh*
My stillness has brought many beautiful people into my life, and many more that have disappeared. Some have gotten married and now spend their days chasing after their kids. Some have taken off to parts of this world I have only dared to dream of exploring. And then there are those that I see when I look to my side. We're all waiting I guess, for some bus to come and take us to our final destination. Perhaps, I'm just getting tired of waiting for the bus here.
I'm sure I can catch it at the next stop...right?
Round one winner: Chocolate.
posted by Claire @ 12:31 PM
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